Satisfaction

Have been spending my saturdays working at the shop and busy exam weeks , 2 more paper to go and it'll be over ): Don't look forward to the last major one in sept totally reminds me of the Olvl doomz days where i chose to go out instead of mugging. But i never regretted where i ended up to - im lovin it' but the thought of how slack I wuz and always telling myself " O lvls is not your everything, what matters most is your quality of life" makes me feel guilty. Well then I must have a change of mindset and balance my schoolwork and playtime wisely.

I strive to be a perfectionist,yet somehow i am contridicting myself because I tend to give up quite easily. Especially, giving up something that doesn't belong to me or something I have zero interest in (science) yes science is still my worse nightmare. Everytime i see it , it just gives me phobia though science lessons were the most fun lessons back when i wuz still in hilly.