Sunday, June 27, 2010

So yesterday



She who puts on a cheerful front but deep down inside do you know that there are many things going on in her mind. The stuff she’s thinking and the questions that crossed her mind but the answers never came. Nobody really knows exactly how she feels. She seems so vulnerable, so fragile, and naive or whatever words you used to describe her. Truth is, she is way more sensible than you think. After all that she had been through, do you really think that she can’t differentiate what is right and what is wrong when it comes to certain things like this? Do you really think she doesn’t know her limits?

Not exactly a grown up and not that she knows everything ( cause I’m certain that we are still picking things up along the way even when we’re in our 50’s or 60’s ) but she definitely experienced more in life as compared to average teens.

Yesterday, tears streamed down her face and I haven’t seen her cry like that for almost a year plus. It is as if her heart was broken by another boy. The painful cries, shaky voice constant repeats of “Don’t worry, I am fine”. Maybe she’s a lil too paranoid. Maybe her predictions might be wrong. Maybe she just worries too much. Those are nothing new if you know her personally. Take a step back, learn to look at her a lil longer. Maybe you’ll see the other side in her then, you'll realised that she didn't change at all . Not one bit.

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