Shattered

There are many things in life that we do without thinking and regretted after doing it . Advices , they are shared to us because people don't want us to repeat their mistakes . Of course , you'll say that " People grow up faster when they learn from their own mistakes " But ! since you've been told so why not learn from others instead ? Well to be honest , I have thought about a whole load of things for the past couple of days. No , in fact for the past few months . Many things like why it happened? Too many to list and I wish i can pour it all out here but I don't know where and how to begin with .

At times when I'm alone - in a bus/car , on my bed , walking home or at work I'm always thinking and reflecting about things , be it Love , Life , the future , past and present okay pratically almost everything and anything even the stupidiest thing like , how come I can't put my feets over my head anymore . The period of hols wuz just fantastic I am not afraid to admit that those were the best days of my life, well at least for now I know it is true. Partying without worries like oh damn gotta be home early for school the next day, life was just about parties,fun,fammies & bromance. I certainly miss those days, VERY MUCH. I seriously don't know about the rest but I think people just move on with their own life and soon before you even know, we'll be out of school again and out in the working world for some. Further studies for some and prolly NS for the guys. Change is scary. Trust me, we all have something to be afraid of . It's a matter of how you manage those fears.