When I look at you .

Have you ever reflected about life when you're all alone listening to songs playing on your ipod or jukebox ? This is exactly how I'm feeling right now . Lyrics to songs tend to make you stop what you're doing . Then serenity takes over . Your mind starts to wonder into deep thoughts .. Questions . One after the another and answers that never came . Everyone says " I'm perfectly the way I used to be and will always be " . But take some time and think again . Do you really mean what you're saying or you're just acting all cowardly refusing to face up to reality . The fact that they've become a changed person . Often , people do not feel that they have changed . It takes an outsider to tell you what they have become , how different they've turned into , weird behaviours and the list goes on . Some finally realised however , some refused to accept what they've been told . It's a sad world we live in isn't it ?

I am never good at expressing myself , especially with words . My mind is filled with thoughts . We have seen better days really . Now I am tired . I guess i'm really missing thy old you . Sad to say that I do agree with the bunch of people out there , there's no going back like how things were and you know what your main problem is ? Is that you never open up ... sigh...